Going With The Flow

main zindagi dusro ke liye jeene ki koshsh karta tha jo kar sau karun sache dost ki tarah har baar giraa phir uthaa phir chalaa aglaa maika dia baar baar hua kai baar hua kisi ko naa bata paaya ksis se kuch naa keh sakaa phir bhi na ruka naa thaamaa chaltaa gaya 4 saal hue phir pata chala baar baar jo uthaa aur phir chalaa kisi disha mein nahi chalaa bus gol gol ghumta raha peeche mudd ke dekhaa toh apne ko akela paaya phir ek sawwal aaya kya ab bhi meri galti thi kya ab bhi kuch aisa tha jo main nahi kar paaya parr iss baar dil ne kuch aur hi bat laaya apna mu band kar dimaag se pooch waaya aur phir jawaab aaya jise main dost kehta tha woh dost nahi the jise main pyaar kehta tha woh pyaar nahi tha main toh apni hi duniya me jee raha tha woh duniya thi sapno ki sapne saare tutt gaye aur sach saaamne aa gaya...

The pain is so intense,don't know what to do Fuck off bitch i don't want you Your fucking attitude Your a bitch,even you know that Attention seeking is your forte Fooling others is what you do You act all sweetheart you are not Fucking others life is all you got Just leave me and never come back I don't want you so don't look back. Whenever i see you I feel like punching you and kicking your ass Your fake no one knows BUT I DO Your phoney talks, Your full of shit Emotionally blackmail is what you do. But now your moments up Get lost,get out Cant't stand you now Its my life,I am taking charge. I was an ass I believed you I trusted you,loved you took care of you But you...you are full of shit Disgusting,lowly is all you. Your pretentious,your a hypocrite for you its right,for others its wrong You make me puke,now no more Now now no more, NO NO NO MORE.

So we started with a question and working our brains the question might have changed but the problem still remains what we thought was the answer was a mere illusion and we came back from where it all began. So just an advice hear me out its not important to have all the answers cos  life's  too short for all such cancers so  dance,smile n keep winning cos its not the end just a new beginning so keep the faith and here we go again. © 2012 Varun Kapur

This… This this this feeling that I get, The thoughts so confused Making me go to n fro, Making me wonder yes or no; Beats of the heart stopping and go. All the lonely nights, All those helpless plight; Was it me or just her? Was it meant to be so? Could I ever be so lucky? © 2012 Varun Kapur